Low feeling
No healing
A heart of stone
Dunno why but I thought that giving me details about her sexual life was more than enough. I guess I was wrong. Nothing is enough. Some people simply got to have it all, everything they think of, no exceptions. When you’ve been with somebody for three years… I guess you have to care at least a bit about the other’s feelings, right? Before doing anything, something inside you says ‘Oh, damn, that’s going to hurt. Why don’t you just give it a break for a moment?’ Nope, that’s only if you have a soul. In case you don’t, just practice lying to yourself and tell yourself you’re different, forget about being brave and unique, a snowflake or a hero. It’s tested and it works just fine.
‘ I don’t know, I don’t know her anymore, and I don’t want to.’
Cry for yourself. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.
And I… She said I’m a freak, and that means a lot. :)
